i pity you. heh.

hugs.

finished watching "It Started with a Kiss". such a nice show! i love it! :)

i love all my Neoprints, and i love looking through them. (regardless whether i look good or bad in them. of course, keeping the ones i look bad hidden somewhere, somewhere. hahaha.)

they are like.. captured parts of my life as i grow up. i see myself with different hairstyles, going out with different people, and i can spot the major changes in me throughout the years! haha.

a few Months ago i saw this girl, and thought she looked really familiar, so i thought to myself: "Do i know her or not?" (since i vaguely remember, and we did smile to each other.)
and when i was looking through my Neoprints, i see her in one of them, then i ah, okay so we even went out together before last time. my memory must be failing me. haha.

okay so Neoprints are even a way to help me remember, the things that once happened in my life. haha. i see friends that i don't talk to anymore, friends that i've lost, friends that i want to grab them back but impossible to, and friends that are still very important to me. i also realise that there are some good friends that i never took Neoprints with before. haha don't know why.

i heart them.

heh yes i dislike you. (oh you want a reason?)

reason: cause i dislike you.

back from dinner with lyn. =)

ah today's a good day.

it's good having made a decision! since everything will always remain a blur to me, no matter what i do, so no point trying so hard right.
it's raining so heavily and there i am, eating lots and lots of food in my cosy home, and watching nice shows! haha.
life is good! haha. ;p

watched "Poseidon" with Huifen, Jiahui and Erin today. nice show!

Huifen called me this afternoon, so i told her to come along with us. =) after the movie Huifen left first, so Jiahui, Erin and i went to have dinner at Thai Express!
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okay you said i'll regret it, so okay, i'll do nothing then. haha.

she said i taught her two Chinese words, not only their meaning, but also showed her how it's like in a real life situation. what? guess it yourself.
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and you, you always say that. so if that really happens, what will you feel? nothing?
really?

watched "The Wild" with becky today. walked all over town after the movie. after that we went to have dinner and talked for a few hours. haha.

okay so the worst thing that happened to me today: my shoes spoilt in town. great. okay so somehow i made it home. phew.
apart from that, i also dropped food 4 times on my white skirt. oh well.
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oh you said that's 'fake' happiness, yah all the while i know it is, but at least it does make me happy, right?

and oh, do i look really happy to you? haha.

okay so i thought you thought i was real simple, but now i know i was wrong. hahaha.

oh well there are many things that i don't know lah, just that i don't know that i don't know them.
and oh, i do things for a reason. if not i wouldn't bother about things.
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and you, you told me that if i'm unhappy, den don't get affected by it. seriously, it's not easy. not at all.
but i'm trying, and am trying very hard.

and i think i know what to do now.
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my mum got me a new bag! i love it.

Tuesday, May 9

had lunch with Jiahui at Thai Express today, where i had a pleasant surprise! so happy. =)
shopped around Plaza Singapura after lunch, and after that it started raining heavily! oh man.

okay den somehow we managed to reach the place we wanted to go. haha.
watched "Mission Impossible 3" with him. nice show!
after that we headed for supper, where Daryl joined us!
okay so we ate and chatted till 2am, and headed home! (cause we finally felt tired. haha.)

visited my greatgrandmother today cause i missed her. heh.
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weird feeling.

i dont know why, but i know i'll be back to my happy self real soon one lah.
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and oh, time really flies! i suddenly realised that today. haha.